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KristaNico-
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Post Please help me understand this.
on: July 17, 2012, 02:47

Last night I woke up at 3:20 am from this dream or nightmare. I am still very confused by it and I have never woke up afraid before.
I was laying down in my friend Brendan's room watching a movie. He kissed me 3 times then laid his head on my chest before I got up to go to the bathroom. When I got over to the bathroom I turned on the light for the shower area and sink area. After using the bathroom, I when to wash my hands when the light by the shower shut off. I turned the light back on thinking nothing of it then continued to go wash my hands. As i was finishing washing my hands the light by the shower started turning on and off then the light in my phone started turning on and off as well. As this was all happening I remember hearing the song "Adams Song' by Blink-182, and I remember feeling scarred. I grabbed my purse from the floor so I could leave when, towels and frames with pictures in them started being thrown at me. I was screaming, but it was muffled. When I reached the door I turned back to look and my laptop was thrown to the floor as well as my phone. At this point I was terrified and starting to cry, I was still screaming also. As soon as I opened the door I ran into my friend Brendan's arms and I remember saying don't go in there before I woke up.
I have no idea what it could mean. Please help me. Could it maybe have anything to do with a close friend of mine passing away, he committed suicide. Please, please help me.

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Post Re: Please help me understand this.
on: July 27, 2012, 01:31

I would put my money on it that it has everything to do with your friend that passed away. I looked up the Blink 182 song and it relates to your dream. Does Brendan have similar qualities to your friend that passed away?

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Post Re: Please help me understand this.
on: July 27, 2012, 05:15

No Brendan doesn't. They are complete opposites. But I don't understand why things would be thrown at me, what is Elliot, my friend that passed away, trying to tell me?

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Post Re: Please help me understand this.
on: August 10, 2012, 23:44

I cant really say what he is trying to say, though you said you where washing your hands. That symbol as a metaphor represents moving on in your case. How close are you to this guy that passed away?

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Post Re: Please help me understand this.
on: September 24, 2012, 01:27

Him and I were very close. He told me everything and when ever he though about killing himself. I wasn't there for him when he though about it and actually did it. I blame myself for not being there for him when he killed himself.

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Post Re: Please help me understand this.
on: September 26, 2012, 00:28

I am sorry to hear that Krista, but please don't blame yourself, sometimes bad situations like this are out of our control. Talking to a professional in this field might help you cope better and will guide you in the right way. Your dream is hinting that you might have trouble coping with Elliot death and stop running away.

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Post Re: Please help me understand this.
on: September 26, 2012, 00:59

That makes sense.

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